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Have you ever had one of “those” days where something happened to set you off and you ended up ensnared in a huge emotional turmoil?  Had one of those yesterday – months of “holding it together” finally fell apart and it was MESSY!!!

I’m not one who enjoys the crying process – I do understand it’s benefits and I am fully aware that tears loosen the soil of a hardened heart but who ever had the bright idea that “You’ll feel better after a good cry” was smokin something funny let me tell you.

I had an afternoon, evening and into the night crying extravaganza yesterday.  I got started and just could not stop – not for anything – even when I went out to get a much needed self care massage appointment and it was so stinking cold that the tears were freezing to my face.  I couldn’t stop on the massage table – and you know when you get in to that face cradle thing? – I couldn’t breathe through my nose at all and things were getting pretty dribbly in that area too – yuck.

By the time the crying jag was finally over about 10:44 last night I still couldn’t breathe and my head was pounding and my face felt like it had been hit by a sledgehammer.  So much for feeling better after a good cry!

Now I work with energy and I teach my clients to do their best to hold the transformations that they are experiencing at the energetic level – however the teacher has not been following her own guidance lately because if I had I would have noticed the subtle signs, the little cracks in the foundation and the movement towards change that was already in the works.  I would have “tuned” in and ASKED FOR HELP from the “upstairs team” and from my earth team of supporters.

Alas that was NOT the case and so I turned into a blubbering mass of mucous and saline yesterday and woke up this morning looking like one of those ladies in the BEFORE picture for plastic surgery with GIGANDAMUNDO bags under my eyes and a still throbbing face ache.

Thanks God for energy work though!  After finally getting myself in motion this morning my partner and I were hosting the final call for this month in our Bridge the Gap Program and after he opened the call it was time to open the lines for interaction which I was figuring I would lead and would allow me some additional space because ostensibly some of our clients would be talking!

Original Vibrational Power Painting of Master Hilarion @2007 by Amethyst Wyldfyre

Well of course on today’s call nobody wanted to talk – in fact my guess is there weren’t that many on live – most of our people may be listening via the recording later so what do you do when that happens? Here’s this big open space unfilled and no body is talking and it’s my turn and I’m having this “health expression” of headache, coughing, runny nose going on which was part of the PHYSICAL clearing of density that I have been accumulating in my field (good energetic HYGIENE is as important as dental HYGIENE – ESPECIALLY for someone like me who is working with people all the time who are releasing).

What to do?  Well here’s what I did.   I stopped thinking about what was going to happen next.  I let go of my need to control the situation and “show up looking good”.  I allowed myself to be where I was at.  I got quiet.  I listened.  I OPENED my channel and lo and behold – who was there but Master Hilarion – the Chohan of the Emerald Ray of Truth and Transparency.  So I channeled him on through and it was an AMAZING gift – to the listeners and to ME.

By the time the call was complete and with the assistance of that magnificent Emerald FIRE I felt a LOT better.  Throughout the channeling I was still coughing and sniffling and in fact it was actually getting worse during the transmission so I KNEW that the Emerald Ray was working on my light body really thoroughly!   Maybe whoever it was who said you feel better after a good cry was working with Hilarion and just didn’t know it.

I feel now like yesterday’s cry (coupled with another biggie from December) were the outward evidence of the inner breakdown that has to happen when you are calling in a whole new level of showing up in the world.  Time will tell.  It always does.   Meanwhile – just in case – I stocked up on Puffs Plus (with lotion) tissues this morning…..

What do you do when you reach your end point?  Have you ever gone “over the edge” with yourself?  Did you know that lack of self care and inability to honor your own needs is a pattern of behavior that can show up and wreak havoc in your BUSINESS too?  If you are a Passionpreneur – you are PASSIONATE of that there is no doubt and passion is an emotional body state that can carry you away.  It’s a beautiful thing to be carried away by passion.  It’s also a beautiful thing to find your way home to peace, harmony and contentment.  Finding your way sometimes requires a little (ok sometimes it requires a LOT) of help.  Have you asked for help for yourself lately?  Have you been getting YOUR needs met?

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Want to know something?  I’ve been doing an awful lot of work lately around the Sacred Masculine aspect of myself – that part of me that is active, that is dynamic, that is electric, that gets things done, moves on things, organizes and categorizes, brings structure and form.  I’ve also been working on surfacing the shadow aspects of the Sacred Masculine – the controller, the blamer, the angry repressed inner boy, the tantrum thrower, the brute, the misguided warrior, the slayer, the terrorist.   As I have brought all these aspects up into the light of my conscious awareness I’ve been able to shift energetically, transmuting all these old stuck, hidden energies that no longer serve and mulching them into their elemental particles.

As part of this work I’ve been moving through every single aspect of my life – the physical, the emotional, the mental, and the energetic/spiritual.  I have been sorting and sifting – much like a miner searching for the gold.  And I’ve been extracting!  Extracting both the density (for transmutation) and the gold or the gift that has been hiding down there in the dark and muck waiting to be exposed by the light of day.  Since I have been actively seeking DIVINE Union – or the marriage (within) of both sides of my being – I have discovered something really special.  The more I release, the more I gather in or harvest the gifts, the more I have been ATTRACTING!  MEN!! Positive, lively, conscious, clear, purposeful, alert, awake, and aligned with the energies of the emerging masculine!  I have so many amazing and wonderful men all of a sudden in my life – they’ve been literally “coming out of the woodwork”!

I’m surrounded and not only that but I’m being assisted at every level by these amazing, wonderful, magical, magnificent men!   So here’s a rundown of the men (many of them young men) who have come forward recently:

Daniel – Master of the Bones – extraordinarily gifted healer – humble, sweet, creative, open, nurturing, CONNECTED with the Mother (Sweet Earth Mother) – Daniel has been working with me to hone his own healing practice – I have been a blessed recipient of his incredibly deep healing work with the bones – Ancestors and Animal Powers unite through his channel to make profound shifts in the energetic matrix – deeply transformative!

Michael – Student & Fellow Shaman – This young man is a gift to the planet – he is so PRESENT and a very talented healer – we have done much good, true and beautiful medicine work with each other in the past year.

Ian – Hyman! HIGH MAN – OMG This young man has such a sweet, pure, high vibration.  His frequency is that of a master – few have this level of mastery at the tender age of 20 – Ian is my Thai Yoga Massage Therapist and shares medicine at the fire on a regular basis as he was also a student of the Munay-Ki

Eric – Violet BROTHER!  This man and I have clearly shared a MULTITUDE of lifetimes together – when we combine energies the place ROCKS!  Eric has been a student as well – Shamballa MDH&BT last April – together we are co-creating an exclusive energy retreat for August – will keep you posted as the details firm up some more.

Ben – My latest and greatest young man – he has materialized out of the Universe to share energy as well as his Technological prowess – Tech Templar is my name for this lovely being of light who has settled himself into my chair and is at this very moment turning my receipts & bank statements into something my accountant can actually use via Quickbooks!  He also did a DYNAMITE Tarot reading for me this morning before we plowed into the financial stuff.

Even more new men are showing up every single day

As I’ve fallen more and more in love with my own masculine aspect of course I’m being gifted with these lovely manifestations of men in my life – today on Facebook a young man from Italy was sending me wonderful compliments and even invited me for a visit to Rome!  How sweet and lovely hm?  I’m especially in love with our New PRESIDENT – to me he is embodying all the best in the sacred masculine – Vision, Committment, Honor, Integrity, Faith, Willingness to Take A Challenge, Fortitude, Courage, Endurance, Flexibility, Respect, Humility, Goodness, Truth, Diplomacy, Nerves of Steel, Gentleness, Equality in Relationship, the list could go on and on. The front page of the Inaugural Edition of the Nashua Telegraph screamed the Headline – We Are Ready To Lead Once More – I think this speaks not only of our president or even of our nation but of the Sacred Masculine on a global scale.   I for one am thrilled at the aspect of this coming into balance of the Sacred Masculine – within me – within my world – and I can see as the shift continues apace for all of us that Divine Union that place of perfect alignment of the Masculine and Feminine Forces is not far behind – Bliss – Heaven On Mother Earth – Finally soon – we are all going to come H.O.M.E. to the truth that we are limitless light, endless love, boundless energy.

I must say a special thank you to my husband, my son & my brother – who are all gifts and blessings in my life as the direct mirrors with whom I’ve been doing all the heavy work of surfacing and transmuting through our experiences with each other.  An extra special thanks to my husband for his gift of the I LOVE YOU YOU ARE THE GREATEST Bear who is the star of today’s video!
Do you need a little extra energetic assistance with moving your own stuff so that you can come into greater balance?  Sound is a powerful catalyst and my CD Divine Union is uniquely designed and intended to create a vibration for healing and uniting the masculine & feminine aspects of your being – available now on ITUNES and at AMAZON for download –  at AMAZON in CD format or if you prefer you can purchase a copy directly through me!  Another great option is to schedule a SOUND HEALING session for yourself – here’s what one of my recent clients had to say:

“Thank you. It was truly an wonderful experience. Some of the sounds and “music” I was not hearing, I was remembering.  I know that there was a lot of Soul Language informational downloads in the experience and will let it come fully into consciousness. It was really a beautiful experience and I’m looking forward to hearing and feeling the piece again. There are parts of the music that are singing in my soul and head. It is really cool. I also had to step out to the grocery store and the music stayed in my head. I swear the guy that I passed in the aisle was singing so the same tune. When I passed by a kid he started singing….cool and strange.”  –Jennifer Urezzio, New Jersey

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