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Have you ever had one of “those” days where something happened to set you off and you ended up ensnared in a huge emotional turmoil?  Had one of those yesterday – months of “holding it together” finally fell apart and it was MESSY!!!

I’m not one who enjoys the crying process – I do understand it’s benefits and I am fully aware that tears loosen the soil of a hardened heart but who ever had the bright idea that “You’ll feel better after a good cry” was smokin something funny let me tell you.

I had an afternoon, evening and into the night crying extravaganza yesterday.  I got started and just could not stop – not for anything – even when I went out to get a much needed self care massage appointment and it was so stinking cold that the tears were freezing to my face.  I couldn’t stop on the massage table – and you know when you get in to that face cradle thing? – I couldn’t breathe through my nose at all and things were getting pretty dribbly in that area too – yuck.

By the time the crying jag was finally over about 10:44 last night I still couldn’t breathe and my head was pounding and my face felt like it had been hit by a sledgehammer.  So much for feeling better after a good cry!

Now I work with energy and I teach my clients to do their best to hold the transformations that they are experiencing at the energetic level – however the teacher has not been following her own guidance lately because if I had I would have noticed the subtle signs, the little cracks in the foundation and the movement towards change that was already in the works.  I would have “tuned” in and ASKED FOR HELP from the “upstairs team” and from my earth team of supporters.

Alas that was NOT the case and so I turned into a blubbering mass of mucous and saline yesterday and woke up this morning looking like one of those ladies in the BEFORE picture for plastic surgery with GIGANDAMUNDO bags under my eyes and a still throbbing face ache.

Thanks God for energy work though!  After finally getting myself in motion this morning my partner and I were hosting the final call for this month in our Bridge the Gap Program and after he opened the call it was time to open the lines for interaction which I was figuring I would lead and would allow me some additional space because ostensibly some of our clients would be talking!

Original Vibrational Power Painting of Master Hilarion @2007 by Amethyst Wyldfyre

Well of course on today’s call nobody wanted to talk – in fact my guess is there weren’t that many on live – most of our people may be listening via the recording later so what do you do when that happens? Here’s this big open space unfilled and no body is talking and it’s my turn and I’m having this “health expression” of headache, coughing, runny nose going on which was part of the PHYSICAL clearing of density that I have been accumulating in my field (good energetic HYGIENE is as important as dental HYGIENE – ESPECIALLY for someone like me who is working with people all the time who are releasing).

What to do?  Well here’s what I did.   I stopped thinking about what was going to happen next.  I let go of my need to control the situation and “show up looking good”.  I allowed myself to be where I was at.  I got quiet.  I listened.  I OPENED my channel and lo and behold – who was there but Master Hilarion – the Chohan of the Emerald Ray of Truth and Transparency.  So I channeled him on through and it was an AMAZING gift – to the listeners and to ME.

By the time the call was complete and with the assistance of that magnificent Emerald FIRE I felt a LOT better.  Throughout the channeling I was still coughing and sniffling and in fact it was actually getting worse during the transmission so I KNEW that the Emerald Ray was working on my light body really thoroughly!   Maybe whoever it was who said you feel better after a good cry was working with Hilarion and just didn’t know it.

I feel now like yesterday’s cry (coupled with another biggie from December) were the outward evidence of the inner breakdown that has to happen when you are calling in a whole new level of showing up in the world.  Time will tell.  It always does.   Meanwhile – just in case – I stocked up on Puffs Plus (with lotion) tissues this morning…..

What do you do when you reach your end point?  Have you ever gone “over the edge” with yourself?  Did you know that lack of self care and inability to honor your own needs is a pattern of behavior that can show up and wreak havoc in your BUSINESS too?  If you are a Passionpreneur – you are PASSIONATE of that there is no doubt and passion is an emotional body state that can carry you away.  It’s a beautiful thing to be carried away by passion.  It’s also a beautiful thing to find your way home to peace, harmony and contentment.  Finding your way sometimes requires a little (ok sometimes it requires a LOT) of help.  Have you asked for help for yourself lately?  Have you been getting YOUR needs met?

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Maat  Goddess of Fairness, Justice & Balance she weighs our deeds on a scale with a feather on the other side.  Her guidance will assist you in walking softly with no regrets.  Embedded with Snowflake Obsidian & Double Terminated Clear Quartz this Vibrational Power Painting equals 888,888 $888

Maat Goddess of Fairness, Justice & Balance she weighs our deeds on a scale with a feather on the other side. Her guidance will assist you in walking softly with no regrets. Embedded with Snowflake Obsidian & Double Terminated Clear Quartz this Vibrational Power Painting equals 888,888 $888

There are days when I am so filled with Spirit and other days when things are going a little sideways and I find myself out of the stream. I’m particularly finding myself challenged in the areas of connecting through technology and in my personal relationships with the men that are closest to me in my life – my husband, my brother, my son. Sometimes I feel quite overwhelmed by all there is to learn – that’s when I know it’s time to walk away, to let go and let God and to get re-connected to my true Source.

Recently I was having a Twitter conversation with a follower – he was saying that he connected with me energetically but at the same time felt I was sending confusing messages and was from his point of view really detached from the people who I was seeking to inspire.

So how do we maintain balance – I need some help here – I want to shine my light, to be the instrument of Spirit in the world in whatever way Spirit would like me to show up. Am I attached to how many people are following me? How do I share my light if no one is connecting? I can connect with many people and touch many hearts with my words and my energy but the paradox is that there’s only so much of me to go around (at least in physical form at this time in our evolutionary process) and while I understand the elasticity of time I am still on my path to mastering it.

Any one out there with words of wisdom to share – I welcome them – I will remember that my highest guidance comes from within and will remind you that the same is true for you but I’m certainly open to whatever support you might like to offer.

Fairness, balance, justice, boundaries, clarity, and truth are all values that I wish to share and to model.   Of course it all starts within.  As someone recovering & rebalancing from far too many years in co-dependant relationships and navigating the waters of connecting with many more people in a much bigger way I am continually being reminded to stay clear within myself around where and when to place my boundaries and around how much or how little of my personal storehouse of energy is shared and with whom.

Last week I was gifted with a very strong message about this in the form of a skunk who made her way up my

Respect my Boundaries!

Respect my Boundaries!

walkway and into a shrub to pass from this world to the next.  Skunk medicine is a potent reminder to set clear boundaries and to keep a respectful distance.  It is a great balancing act to be more in the world and at the same time to not get caught up in all the drama, stories and trauma that is spun in the web of illusion.  To be highly effective it’s important to be able to make a clear connection and at the same time to be totally detached from the “story”.  This too shall pass is a beautiful mantra that has played in my head quite a bit lately and seems to have a calming effect on my mental body.

I try to be sensitive too to others boundaries – I mean really – how many emails, posts, tweets, links, notes, etc. can any one person  actually read and bring the fullness of their attention to?  We all have to be super discerning about how we spend our time and energy – myself – I hope I am filling the world with light and positive energy with each message that I send – that is my intention and my prayer.

If you find yourself working on boundary issues or issues of balancing all the varied aspects of your life and work perhaps you would be interested in a Clarity Coaching Session with me!  If you find yourself in a “stinky” situation – you might need more energetic assistance with extracting yourself and your energy – Shamanic Healing Sessions can be particularly useful in this area – illuminations, extractions, soul retrievals & Mythic Mapping are just a few of the services I offer drawing on tools in my “medicine bag”!

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