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I was looking back on my 6 Figure Speakers Summit which I produced last year – HUGE amount of work – very little financial return on the amount invested – returns though have kept coming and coming and coming in the form of social capital, credibility, and connections.

I’m now in my second “big launch” (or if you prefer birthing).  I’m working with a JV partner this time – an amazing and brilliant woman whose work is the perfect counterpoint to mine – Kiva Leatherman of the Wise Women Network – and we are a week away from the complimentary call (http://www.worthyofwealth.com). We have a number of affiliates and are getting good signups for the call – and we’re being sponsored by Aspire Magazine – all great things –

Yesterday though was one of THOSE days – our VA and my partner had some miscommunication about some stuff we promised our sponsor and major affiliate – and our VA is also newly pregnant and having health problems and ended up in the hospital this weekend with heart issues. Since she had all our login info there was a teeny bit of stress (ok maybe not so teeny) but what I was able to do – since I’d been through the fire on my summit last year – was to encourage everyone all the way around to BREATHE (including myself) and I was able to stay really clear and present as to what the most important things were at the moment.

1) the health and worth of our VA – top priority
2) the relationship with our sponsor
3) my relationship with my partner
4) making some concrete decisions about getting back up support immediately for the rest of the roll out.
5) figuring out how to get data so we could re-outsource if necessary.

What I loved was my own capacity to lead through the chaos because of my previous experiences. What a gift! Here’s a little present for anyone who is in launch mania and needs a sec to just chill out and get their perspective and priorities straight – Enjoy!

Breathing In the Light….

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Scary!!

Identifying The Seven Monsters that EAT your Self Worth!

When we are born we come to the world with a soul that is carrying lifetimes of experiences.  We choose to incarnate in order to fulfill some purpose – everyone and everything in creation has a purpose!  Sometimes we find ourselves feeling like we’ve been  “born into the wrong family” (or culture, or social system) and we feel at odds with everything around us.  We may experience lots of hardships, traumas, dramas or just all around hellish experiences that leave IMPRINTS on our soul. These imprints can cause us later on in our life time to suffer greatly, to question our value and to suppress our natural born ability to create the life we are dreaming of living.  These IMPRINTS can be tracked in the anatomy of the soul and healed with appropriate guidance and medicine.  The soul or Luminous Energy Field contains all the imprinting from your present life as well as your previous or parallel lifetimes – so  sometimes even if you were “born into the RIGHT family” you may discover that you are facing challenges that just don’t even make sense given the circumstances – in this case it’s probably a karmic or even ancestral, cultural or archetypal imprint that you are challenged with.

Imagine the soul is like playdough – every time a trauma or heavy experience occurs an impression is made on or in one of your major energy centers – the Chakras or it may even pervade your entire luminous field (sometimes called the aura).  Here are 7 distinct fears or imprints created by wound/traumas that will absolutely eat up your self worth and the energy centers where these “monsters” live:

Fear of Not Having Enough – Lives in your ROOT or Base Chakra – Survival Issues and Lack

Fear of Not Being Good Enough – Lives in your SACRAL or creative Chakra – Self Sabotage/Overdoing

Fear of Power/Success – Lives in your Solar Plexus or Power Chakra –  Boundary/Control Issues

Fear of Being Abandoned – Lives in Heart Chakra – Excessive Grief/Depression Feeling Empty

Fear of Speaking Your Truth – Lives in Throat 0r Creative Expression Chakra – Unable to Express Needs

Fear of Betrayal – Lives in Third Eye or Brow Chakra – Broken Dreams, Disbelief, Doubt, Distrusting

Fear of Loneliness/The Unknown – Lives in Crown Chakra – Fear of Being the Leader/Responsibility

Starting with the BREATH, there are certain techniques which are specifically and precisely designed to get to the core of your soul and your issues around self worth, to clear out these monsters and to Build a BRIDGE that restores your soul to it’s original Divine Blueprint of perfection.  When healed we are able to Thrive, Create, Be in Right Relationship with others, Love Unconditionally, Express our Needs and create beauty in the world with ease and grace, Dream BIG and Manifest and Lead ourselves, our families, our communities and our world into a future of bright promise.  We become able to recognize our true worth to the world as co-creators of this reality and can bring through and fully embody our Divine Wealth and exchange it for material wealth through embodying our unique and magnificent souls!

Women it’s time to Build the Bridge between the Spiritual and the Material realm and to help women to REALIZE (bring into reality) the fact that they are WORTHY of WEALTH  which is why I’m joining Kiva Leatherman of the Wise Women Network on September 29th to present a complimentary Teleclass called Worthy Of Wealth – won’t you join us?  http://www.worthyofwealth.com

Amethyst Wyldfyre – The Speakers Shaman and Divine Destiny Mastery Mentor is an EMPOWERED Messenger!  A Multidimensional Visionary Speaker, Author, Teacher and Artist, she specializes in serving visionary leaders and conscious entrepreneurs who want to feel Safe, Powerful and Ready to LEAP fearlessly into their highest level of service and who want to profit handsomely from following their Spiritual path.  She can be found at www.empoweredmessenger.com please help yourself to some free gifts for you at http://www.yesimworthit.com

Drinkin’ the Koolaid!

Been having lots of interesting conversations lately with people – people who have made some powerful choices for themselves – people who have INVESTED HIGHLY in their businesses and their dreams and desires – people who have sought the advice, guidance and wisdom of a variety of “experts” to help them in learning new skills, bringing in new technologies or otherwise expanding and growing their businesses.

I’ve discovered that there are two different “camps” out there – those who are making the recommended changes and those who aren’t.

Let me tell you about what I’ve learned – if you are willing to receive that is…..

The one’s that didn’t make the necessary changes are DESPERATE – they are stuck in their old ways – entrenched SO deeply that in spite of making this big investment they simply can not get out of their own way – and they are dying – perhaps their business is dying – perhaps their faith in themselves is dying – perhaps their relationships are dying as a result of this choice.  Maybe all of the above and more….

The one’s the DID make the changes – ACTUALLY DIED!!! They DIED to their old patterns of behavior, they died to  the relationships that didn’t serve them or their vision anymore and they died to having to do things “their way” for sure.  As a result – they got to be REBORN – into a whole NEW level of service, a whole NEW level of expertise, a whole NEW level of VALUE ADDED to their own work and to serving a whole NEW level of clients with upgraded, refined, polished and professional products, services and packages.

Rest In Peace.....

Either way if you “drink the Kool-Aid” you are gonna die – you can go the EASY way – willingly surrendering into the higher vision that your mentor, coach, trainer or counsel might have for you and your business (because truth is if you are investing with them they must have said or did something somewhere along the line that showed to you that they have some kind of understanding of YOUR PARTICULAR stuck point and that they THEMSELVES went through it and discovered a SOLUTION which they are now inviting YOU to invest in to get it without having to go through the days, months or years of it that they did yourself! Oh and another truth is – somewhere in you there was the recognition that this particular person is AHEAD of you on the path in that particular area!).

Or you can go the hard way – making the investment but not showing up on calls, not doing the homework or only doing it half assed, not showing up in the forums to give and receive support, not ASKING for help on the Q & A calls, maybe doing the work but bitching, moaning and complaining about how hard it is or how little time or attention YOU and YOUR BUSINESS are getting or about how “others” are so far ahead of you, or about how CRAZY you must have been when you made this choice, or how OUTRAGEOUS and UNREALISTIC the pricing of the program was or how you are NOT GETTING THE RESULTS that you wanted to get or whatever.  This creates a HUGE FIELD OF ENERGETIC MUCK around YOU, around YOUR BUSINESS and around your RELATIONSHIPS with your mentor and with everyone else in the program.  This MUCK is like Quicksand for your business – because here’s another truth – if you are in ANY KIND OF BUSINESS at all then YOU ARE ASKING OTHER PEOPLE TO INVEST IN THEIR OWN BUSINESS OR PERSONAL WORK through YOU!  So when you are in MUCKVILLE what happens???? Well either your potential investors all disappear completely because they “kinda liked what you had to say…. but ‘something’ didn’t feel quite right” or you’ll spend a LOT of time and energy talking to folks who then become clients but they themselves then start to play mirror mirror with YOU –  bitching, moaning, complaining, etc.  about how hard it is – maybe wanting their money back – whatever – Get the picture??? You get back what you give out.  Pretty Simple!

Here’s the deal – when you enter into the path of entrepreneurship – especially if you are “Called” to be an agent of change or a messenger of some sort – you are going to be guided by the BUSINESS ITSELF to learn, grow, expand and TAKE RISKS!! If you aren’t comfortable taking risks you are gonna get a GRADUATE COURSE in that little subject!  The work on the INSIDE is to get really open and clear around receiving guidance about the options for investing and growing that will BEST serve you and your evolving entrepreneurship.  The work on the OUTSIDE is to make the guided choice to TAKE INSPIRED ACTION and get moving in those areas where you MOST need the support in your business RIGHT NOW!

I myself of course am partial to seeing people INVEST in doing the INNER work FIRST – because it’s WAY less messy to clear out all those old beliefs, thought forms, behavior patterns or maybe even familial or ancestral “curses” that might be waiting in the depths of your being to SABOTAGE your dreams and your success.  It’s WAY cooler to get all that stuff clear by choosing to CONSCIOUSLY go IN THERE in my humble opinion than it is to “Play it OUT” with other people – mentors, colleagues or clients or even organizations like banks, the IRS, landlords, etc. – who end up taking on these funky roles in your personal drama to help you to FINALLY stop doing what you are doing and go IN to shift that old junk up to the surface and get some CLARITY for a change.

Clarity is DIVINITY!!

Wanna come by and have a nice cold glass of Kool-Aid?  I’d love to AID you – I think it would be really KOOL……

Before I take off for summer vacation I’m feeling like there are a HANDFUL of PERFECT PEOPLE who are REALLY READY to get the CLARITY that they desire and to make an EXPONENTIAL Leap in their own business.

People like our most recent Divine Client Elizabeth who had this to say after doing some LIVE in person work with us when we did a little test of taking our Core Path work into a live format:

“I became very clear…This work will impact my whole LIFE…. I have SO MANY tools now!”

Check out all that she had to say on this short video  !

Time for Chillin....

– we have only 4 slots available in our by invitation only VIRTUAL

CORE PATH TO CLARITY IN YOUR DIVINE BUSINESS Intensive.

starting on my Mom’s Birthday July 19th.  Are you filling one of them?

If so then call me DIRECTLY on MONDAY July 11 – between the hours of 11 and 2 PM EASTERN TIME – on my office phone and we’ll set you up – 603-594-2744.    Don’t call to kick the tires – be serious – cuz it’s summer and I’d much rather be sipping something KOOL on my back porch…..

PS:  In case you DIDN”T GET what I was talking about above – a DIVINE CLIENT HAPPILY INVESTS both the MONEY- PAYING IN FULL RIGHT UP FRONT – and the TIME, ENERGY and ATTENTION to do the WORK, gets EXCEPTIONAL RESULTS and LOVES TO TELL OTHERS about the EXPERIENCE RIGHT AWAY and for YEARS TO COME!

Respectfully borrowed from Google images original artist unknown to us

Join Mikael and I this afternoon at 1 PM for our monthly complimentary Divine Wealth Community call – this month we’ll be speaking about the masculine/feminine aspects of our being and how it’s time to bring them into Divine Union!  Inspired by the Dear Woman video and by our own inner urgings to speak about this topic – this month’s call is sure to be thought provoking and heart opening!  We hope you can make it live at 1 Eastern time – but if not – please sign up anyway RIGHT HERE so we can get you the recording!

Loving your light,

Amethyst  & Mikael

Today I have the great pleasure of being the host on 11th day of the Virtual Blog Tour of Hay House author Dr Roy Martina, whose book Emotional Balance: the path to inner peace and harmony comes to Amazon on Tuesday March 15, 2011.

Roy Martina is a holistic medical doctor with over 30 years experience helping people tap into their true selves and “cure the incurable” by understanding the connection between emotional balance and dis-ease. He is the author of over 40 books in Dutch and other languages. He has spent the last 25 years studying acupuncture and numerous holistic techniques in order to offer people a profound level of healing, and he has been tireless in his pursuit of methods that work swiftly and effectively to aid the healing process. This work has put him at the leading edge of the holistic and self-help world.

Yesterday, Roy visited Yvonne Perry http://yvonneperry.blogspot.com/2011/01/virtual-interview-with-dr-roy-martina.html, where they talked about nature of happiness, self-sabotage and karma.

Today, I’d like to share with you a recent interview I had with Roy when I got to ask him some questions on shifting our energies to a higher vibration and one’s energy. I hope you enjoy it.

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Amethyst Wyldfyre: Dr. Roy you talk about Emotions belonging to our Heartware and reason belonging to our Hardware – I LOVE that image of Heartware – can you talk a little more deeply about how we can shift our energy and emotions so that we can actually “Upgrade” the Heartware with a “new and improved” Divine Download?

Roy Martina: The Heartware is our feminine, it is considered in acupuncture to be the receiving energy (inward). This is especially important in the first 7 years when the Hardware is not protective yet of our inner core. Once this protection starts to kick in, it also seals off the already stored memories. The way to quickly upgrade is to create regular upgrades every night before you go to sleep. The best way is to ask yourself when were there moments today that I was not expressing my Divine Self? When did I allow others to take away my connection (read Power). Then you go back and you edit the movie of the day. You virtualize (that is using all your senses) by re-creating, re-living the same situation in the state that best represents you being in your power. If you do this every day you are opening the channels that reconnects you with your core being, your original Heartware. At a certain point these channels are wide open and the natural way becomes the automatic way of behaving instead of the conditioned patterns.

Amethyst Wyldfyre: I’ve found in my own journey and also in the journey that I’ve facilitated with some of my clients that doing the actual “work” of moving through our emotions is fairly straightforward, simple and with the right tools easily accessed – what I’ve discovered to be much MORE challenging is deeply embracing and actually embodying the new paradigm that we intend to create when we step into this work – I’ve found this to be a challenge because for many people there is no “touchpoint” or personal experience of living in that way. Can you help us to get more clear on how we can really EMBODY consistently those higher frequencies of the effortlessness, loving, being, now moment, higher consciousness, flow state that you have identified at Level 3 – Not Working At All?

Roy Martina: To reach this level, we need to develop a tremendous trust in the Divine plan; actually giving up the belief that we are smarter than Our Divine self. We have to learn to relax and change the inner feedback. Instead of creating positive interpretations we need to only focus on the fundamental movement of our consciousness. We have to step out of the content of what is happening and observe just one thing: Are we moving away from being in the state of love or are we shifting back to that state of expressing our core Being? Everything that is happening in real time does not matter except being aware of the movement of our consciousness. The content is the distraction but it is very obsessive and addictive. Everybody is focusing on the content which gives the illusion of facts and that something real is happening while on a spiritual level it is the background of the movement of your consciousness. It takes a lot of trust to let go of the content: the truth, who is right or wrong, If we get it or not, if we understand what the other is saying, if we come across in a right way, etc. There is so much distraction of the real stuff (movement of consciousness). Are you the expression of your authentic being or are you distracted by the power of the body’s 5 senses? Once we can detach from content we are moving to higher vibrational levels of our being.

Amethyst Wyldfyre: I work with energy myself all the time assisting people to become much more masterful not only in their own personal power but also in relationship to the energy field of their Divine Business – I know you talk about Emotions being Energy in Motion – could you go deeper though and share some of the science here that defines Energy in a broader way that transcends just the emotional/personal piece?

Roy Martina: Emotions do not exist in the realm of our Divinity, they are the labels we give the energy flow in our system. The flow of energy creates sensations on a neurological level and we give this a meaning. We say we are afraid or angry. But no emotion is 100% one thing. We go through a flow of energy changes and the so called emotions are a spectrum of different feelings. Every feeling has in its core a message of the past; actually they are unresolved issues of a long time ago. In real time there is a trigger in our external world that causes the brains to go back to an unresolved issue and bring that energetic pattern back to the surface for healing. But because we labelled it as an emotion we react externally or suppress it instead of grasping the opportunity to heal. So emotions are energy patterns by unresolved issues of the past and offer us a chance to heal the past. That is what the technique Emotional Balance is all about.

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I hope you enjoyed this interview with Dr Roy Martina and that you’ll check out his book Emotional Balance: the path to inner peace and harmony at http://emotionalbalance.com/book-launch/pre-launch.html

Here’s why:

FREE 4-DAY PASS
When you visit the page at the link above and request a “launch reminder”, you will automatically receive a FREE pass to Roy’s 4-day “Emotional Balance Telesummit” with a line up of 9 TOP international experts on the topic of emotional healing and inner balance. You can listen to the telesummit online in the comfort of your own home, and even ask questions during the broadcast. This is a completely free “no purchase necessary” gift from Roy, to celebrate the release of the new Hay House publication of his book.

FREE GIFTS
Then, if you decide to you buy the book during its official launch celebration on Tuesday March 15, 2011, you can ALSO receive a complete library of over 40 beautiful personal development gifts from authors, speakers, healers, coaches and other enlightened professionals from around the globe. Including one from me…

FREE MP3 – Sounding to Grounding with Mikael

To claim your 4-Day Pass and read about the 40 free gifts, go to: http://emotionalbalance.com/book-launch/pre-launch.html

Thanks for reading! As usual, please feel free to share your comments and thoughts below. I love reading your feedback.

AND… be sure to follow Roy tomorrow when the next stop on the Virtual Blog Tour is Paula Tarrant who will be interviewing Roy on being worthy, our emotions and everyday spirituality. To visit that “stop” on the tour, go to either: http://inspiredwomenwork.com/emotional-balance-is-the-path-to-inner-peace/

Recently on Facebook a colleague asked the question:

Do you think most healers struggle to also maintain a successful business?

There have been a number of provocative responses to the question and this has stirred up a lot within me as well.

You may or may not know that I spent most of the earlier years of my working life in the real estate business – I was pretty Type A, heady and masculine in my orientation to life and work – always on the go, always active and always working – 12-15 hour days were more the norm than the exception.

Then I broke open and experienced my own spiritual awakening which led to two full years of non-doing – meditating, making art, creating jewelry, sitting on the floor playing with angel cards, channeling, talking to Source/Spirit/God and healing, one day at a time.

From there the journey took me into bringing my new found gifts back out into the world again and I opened a healing arts center and visionary art gallery where I spent two years really coming into my own as a spiritual healer, teacher and leader in the community and going deeply into debt and losing money hand over fist with a business that wasn’t working financially.

The quest for balance in my life has been ongoing for the last decade.  How to allow the self to “Be” and at the same time to actively engage in the world of doing?  Once the gallery was closed I had to find a new way – I stepped out into the world actively bringing my healing gifts to other places and spaces – teaching about auras, chakras, power animals, intuition, crystals and more.  I played crystal singing bowl healing concerts at a number of events, cut an award winning cd Divine Union A Crystal Singing Bowl Healing Journey and wrote and self published a channeled book (Celestial Voices – An Invitation to Ascension from the Arch Angels – available in ebook form now since the cat peed on all my remaining hard copies last year).  Financially things were still not working – I was making just enough to keep on going (water in the desert years) and was continuing to receive the guidance that I was on the right path but that didn’t help when I looked at the outstanding balances on my credit cards and the dwindling savings that was left from my previous career.

Pretty soon it became clear I needed to make another change – AHA!!! The INTERNET!! That’s where I’ll be able to really get my message out into the world – perhaps I’m meant to be a MESSENGER – and I discovered and became one of the founding consultants who midwifed the birthing of a little movement called “The Messenger Network”  I spent a whole year engaged in the network doing free teleclasses, attempting to sell ECourse platforms, and co-creating and heavily marketing the Messenger Mini Book program along with a variety of other programs that were dreamt up to help messengers get their message out into the world.   I was the first (there’s that Type A thing again!) in line with publishing my mini-book – Magical Questions – A Spiral Journey to Spiritual Awakening – but 1 book wasn’t enough for me I actually wrote 3 – Angel ABC’s followed Magical Questions and I still have Stone Medicine sitting on my computer unreleased.

By Spring 2009 the promise of making money with the Messenger Network was still unfulfilled although I had learned a great deal about how to create and give away a ton of content and I had built somewhat of a list – a list of people who were trained to get stuff for free and who rarely if ever actually purchased anything.  By this time I was also divorcing for the second time and really feeling close to the end of my rope financially.    One day an email arrived from Suzanne Falter Barns – an internet based coach who I had taken a course from back in 2003 – she was promoting a friend of her’s Lisa Sasevich who was co-teaching with Kevin Nations a teleclass leading into a live event called MONETIZE YOUR MISSION.

Can you say YEP!!! That’s what I need to do now – like right now – sooner rather than later.

This led me into the world of delivering my gifts in a much more leveraged way – serving groups of people simultaneously – delivering the energy transmissions along with practical teaching and guidance and to the development with my Divine Business Partner of the CORE PATH – Energy Foundations For Divine Wealth Intensive.  I do believe I’ve finally found the “Sweet Spot” where my gifts and the exchange that I receive for them is fair and true.  Where I am in balance and focused and concentrated on serving in the highest way possible and where I am positioned to help others make a strong and powerful bridge between the practical and the spiritual.  This is the place where all of my life experience is coming together (along with that of my Divine Business Partner) and where we are able to help others who are healers (or messengers or teachers or coaches or trainers or artists or performers or some combination of all of these – multidimensional beings!) to stop the struggle and to come into right relationship with their business.  To be in a beautiful balance between the being and the doing.  To be of service to THEIR people in the highest and most joyful way possible.

What I know to be true from this vantage point on the journey is that the continuous calling from Source to INVEST in myself and in my business – again and again – and the continuous calling to TRUST that the exact right MENTOR and experience that I needed to have would be presented to me exactly on time – again and again – and the willingness on my part to take INSPIRED ACTION is what allowed me to come into balance in the end.  Who knows where the road will lead from here – I do!  It will lead to continued growth, evolution, learning, serving, enjoyment, beauty, truth, goodness, blessings, abundant wealth and leaving a legacy for those who are to come!

There are a lot of healers out there who are struggling to maintain a successful business – and there are also a lot of business people out there who are struggling to heal.  Perhaps the time has come for the bridge to be built between the two – for the exchange to be fair going in both directions.  Perhaps you are one who is ready to make the crossing?  I’d love to know your thoughts!

For those interested in seeing the discussion thread started by Dr. Kirk Prine that ignited this blog post here’s the link on Facebook:

http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?fbid=1792735734955&set=a.1061428852740.10948.1136514524&theater

I’d love to see you comment on this subject too!

 

Energy is at about a 3 tonight.  After yesterday’s crying party I spent the day pretty subdued – cancelled a couple of calls and just took some care of my self.  Did a little bit of cyber cleansing too – sorting out and deleting old emails and just doing stuff that didn’t require a whole lot of energy, focus or brain power.

Then I watched a movie with my son this evening – Far and Away with Nicole Kidman and Tom Cruise – a great story of grit, guts, determination and an unshakeable faith in your dreams. Delicious!  I could see where my own fire originates in my personal family lineage.  I had grandparents on both sides that came over from Ireland and England to the New World.  It was quite the journey and put a LOT of perspective on my own.

Thank you Ancestors for your courage and your willingness to take inspired action and BIG risks, for your willingness to do what it took to keep your dreams of freedom and a new start alive, and for adding your visions to the great American Dream of Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness for all who land on our shores.  I appreciate you more than I perhaps ever have and I appreciate even more all that I have been able to accomplish building my life and my dreams using the gifts that were passed on to me through my ancestral lineage and leaving behind the story and the suffering.  Time for some new flowers on my ancestral altar.  Thank you for the opportunity to come into right relationship with you my ancestors!

Tomorrow and for the next three  days I am going into retreat – I will be RESTING – so that’s it for me for the Ultimate Blogging Challenge until the weekend or Monday.  I have posted 28 posts and have another 3 to go to meet the goal of 31 posts in 31 days.  If you’ve been tracking your energy I invite you to keep on going – track it for at least 60 -90 days to get a GOOD view of your ups  and downs, ebbs and flows and use this information to schedule your POWER Days and your please let me lie down days in your business and your life in alignment with YOU!

 

Do you have ancestral gifts that you have not harvested because of old stories of pain or suffering?  Have you honored and recognized your ancestors for their investment in Life itself?  Have you forgiven those who went before you and come to a clear understanding that they did (as we all do) the best they could under the circumstances?  Do you know the actual stories of your ancestors?  Did you know that you can carry ancestral patterns that impact YOUR life and your business and these can be both directly inherited or tied to an overall culture or both and that these patterns can be surfaced and cleared from your light body or soul matrix so that you are FREE to create in balance and beauty your own dreams and desires?

Want to know more about energy, releasing ancestral patterns of suffering and trauma and learning how to manage and master your personal power, match it up with your passionate purpose and create positive impact and profitable results?? Visit my OTHER Blog – http://www.theenergyjourney.com! Take our SCORE your Business Quiz and get on our mailing list for our Monthly EZINE – The Energy Edge!

Have you ever had one of “those” days where something happened to set you off and you ended up ensnared in a huge emotional turmoil?  Had one of those yesterday – months of “holding it together” finally fell apart and it was MESSY!!!

I’m not one who enjoys the crying process – I do understand it’s benefits and I am fully aware that tears loosen the soil of a hardened heart but who ever had the bright idea that “You’ll feel better after a good cry” was smokin something funny let me tell you.

I had an afternoon, evening and into the night crying extravaganza yesterday.  I got started and just could not stop – not for anything – even when I went out to get a much needed self care massage appointment and it was so stinking cold that the tears were freezing to my face.  I couldn’t stop on the massage table – and you know when you get in to that face cradle thing? – I couldn’t breathe through my nose at all and things were getting pretty dribbly in that area too – yuck.

By the time the crying jag was finally over about 10:44 last night I still couldn’t breathe and my head was pounding and my face felt like it had been hit by a sledgehammer.  So much for feeling better after a good cry!

Now I work with energy and I teach my clients to do their best to hold the transformations that they are experiencing at the energetic level – however the teacher has not been following her own guidance lately because if I had I would have noticed the subtle signs, the little cracks in the foundation and the movement towards change that was already in the works.  I would have “tuned” in and ASKED FOR HELP from the “upstairs team” and from my earth team of supporters.

Alas that was NOT the case and so I turned into a blubbering mass of mucous and saline yesterday and woke up this morning looking like one of those ladies in the BEFORE picture for plastic surgery with GIGANDAMUNDO bags under my eyes and a still throbbing face ache.

Thanks God for energy work though!  After finally getting myself in motion this morning my partner and I were hosting the final call for this month in our Bridge the Gap Program and after he opened the call it was time to open the lines for interaction which I was figuring I would lead and would allow me some additional space because ostensibly some of our clients would be talking!

Original Vibrational Power Painting of Master Hilarion @2007 by Amethyst Wyldfyre

Well of course on today’s call nobody wanted to talk – in fact my guess is there weren’t that many on live – most of our people may be listening via the recording later so what do you do when that happens? Here’s this big open space unfilled and no body is talking and it’s my turn and I’m having this “health expression” of headache, coughing, runny nose going on which was part of the PHYSICAL clearing of density that I have been accumulating in my field (good energetic HYGIENE is as important as dental HYGIENE – ESPECIALLY for someone like me who is working with people all the time who are releasing).

What to do?  Well here’s what I did.   I stopped thinking about what was going to happen next.  I let go of my need to control the situation and “show up looking good”.  I allowed myself to be where I was at.  I got quiet.  I listened.  I OPENED my channel and lo and behold – who was there but Master Hilarion – the Chohan of the Emerald Ray of Truth and Transparency.  So I channeled him on through and it was an AMAZING gift – to the listeners and to ME.

By the time the call was complete and with the assistance of that magnificent Emerald FIRE I felt a LOT better.  Throughout the channeling I was still coughing and sniffling and in fact it was actually getting worse during the transmission so I KNEW that the Emerald Ray was working on my light body really thoroughly!   Maybe whoever it was who said you feel better after a good cry was working with Hilarion and just didn’t know it.

I feel now like yesterday’s cry (coupled with another biggie from December) were the outward evidence of the inner breakdown that has to happen when you are calling in a whole new level of showing up in the world.  Time will tell.  It always does.   Meanwhile – just in case – I stocked up on Puffs Plus (with lotion) tissues this morning…..

What do you do when you reach your end point?  Have you ever gone “over the edge” with yourself?  Did you know that lack of self care and inability to honor your own needs is a pattern of behavior that can show up and wreak havoc in your BUSINESS too?  If you are a Passionpreneur – you are PASSIONATE of that there is no doubt and passion is an emotional body state that can carry you away.  It’s a beautiful thing to be carried away by passion.  It’s also a beautiful thing to find your way home to peace, harmony and contentment.  Finding your way sometimes requires a little (ok sometimes it requires a LOT) of help.  Have you asked for help for yourself lately?  Have you been getting YOUR needs met?

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You may have noticed that I skipped posting on Saturday and Sunday – so I’m a little off track with my energy evaluations – I’d say that both those days were around a 4 for me – I seem to be moving through a midzone – tried to spend time resting and doing some paperwork in the office in preparation for tax season. 

Accounting work doesn’t thrill me – I spent many years of my life doing bookkeeping and accounting and am pretty meticulous about it when I do it – I just spent way too much of my younger years putting numbers in boxes – and when I walked away from that life I shut the door pretty tight!  In the last few years I’ve had someone doing my bookkeeping for me – and pretty much without fail at every year end I have to go through everything and fix a lot of stuff.  So after I spent a bunch of time in ceremony this weekend I chose to use the remaining quiet time counting the $ and making sure everything is in order for the tax preparation people.

Something that occurred to me as I was in this process is that accounting for your money and looking back on the ebbs and flows of income and outgo is just another form of energy evaluation.  In fact I can see just from the size of the monthly envelopes containing receipts, bank statements and check stubs just how “fat” or “thin” the month was for spending – which in general will correlate to how “fat” or “thin” the month was for income too!

I’ve been reading my colleague Chellie Campbell’s The Wealthy Spirit every morning since I started this year.  She’s wonderful – funny and brilliant as well as incredibly practical about money and financial stress reduction.  One of her biggest pieces of advice is to Count Your Money.  I was actually quite pleasantly surprised when I sat down with my books yesterday – I outdid myself for income quite significantly last year – I also outdid myself for spending too!

Ah well – it is currency after all – it’s supposed to move in and out of our accounts and stay in circulation. I was thinking as I reviewed everything how incredible it was that my little company not only supported ME last year financially, and it not only supported a lot of my clients with their own personal and business transformation – it also supported a lot of other families – my assistant’s, my business partner, my affiliates, my mentors, my trainers, and my bookkeeper too!

My number for today is a 2 – I’m feeling pretty “thin” at the moment – and in fact just returned from my number one self care priority – a massage – I spent most of my afternoon in tears because of a financial decision that I made earlier last year that I was unable to fulfill in it’s entirety.  Where I presently am at with my own finances meant that I had to fore go a long planned and much needed retreat.  It was also time for a big breakdown with my son – I’m hoping that this is the BREAK THROUGH I’m really ready for – in both areas of my life where things have been BOOB (badly out of balance) for longer than I cared to allow to remain that way.

What do you do for yourself when you feel like you are close to running on empty energetically or otherwise?  Energy mastery means learning how to navigate both the ebbs and the flows with grace and ease.  Wasn’t too graceful today – actually I was pretty messy – and my nose is still runny from all of this crying.

I spent the weekend in deep cleansing mode!  After a powerful session with my partner on Friday afternoon – the call for me was to walk away from the electronics for a bit and go into doing some medicine work to assist my integration process.  I created an AYA despacho to honor the dead because there has been a lot of “death” energy around lately.

Did you know that when someone passes if they do not have the appropriate energetic rites of passage or if they leave the body unconsciously or with unfinished business that the spirit can and often does remain earth bound – sometimes the earth bound spirit will attach to someone’s energy field – I have a lot of clients who are having trouble making a “living” in their business because they are hosting the dead in their energy field.

In fact I had one person come to see me recently who was carrying the spirits of two young boys who left the body suddenly last November in a car crash.  These spirits will often connect with someone who is a “bright light” in their life – often they are loved ones.  She was someone who had been somewhat close to the boys because they were friends with her children.  When we were able to release the spirits she immediately felt much better and more energized – in her words “I feel so much lighter!  I feel like myself again!”.

My business partner had some stuff going on with him as well around the dead and my next door neighbor recently passed away too.  It was definitely time for a whole house cleanse as well as a property cleanse and a ritual/ceremony to honor all the dead who I’ve facilitated in finding their way to the light in the past year.  You’d be amazed by how many disembodied spirits there are who are being hosted by their relatives or friends.

A qualified shaman can assist in what we call “extraction” to release you and your deceased loved one so that you can LIVE and they can pass into the light for further healing and learning on their soul’s journey.  Having performed literally hundreds of extractions over the last several years I’m really alert when someone is suddenly just not themselves anymore and there has been a recent death in their family or circle of friends.

When we are carrying someone’s spirit in our energy field we become a lot less energetic because our field is actually “feeding” another soul.   This of course can make it mighty challenging to operate a business and live the life of your dreams!  It’s nothing to be frightened of however and it’s a situation that is fairly easily corrected with the right tools and training.  Quite often there are tremendous hidden gifts in the experience too – most of the time there is just a lot of love and forgiveness that wants to happen in order for the transition to be completed.

So are you feeling more dead than alive?  How about your business? Is it more dead than alive too?  If you’ve had a loved one pass recently – and your feeling kind of funky (beyond the normal grieving process) you might be ready to do some soul cleansing work.  This work is very powerful and can be done on land and homes too – I spent the afternoon doing a fire ceremony to clear my land even further – the spirits of the land who were ready to transition exited gratefully and gracefully!

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